There is a problem with blogging- it's just talk.
It's simply ideals and hopes written down during a person's most magnanimous moments.
It is how a person wants to be seen, heard and thought of.
It doesn't present the fullness of reality.
This is me. Hypocrite, contrast and jilted romantic.
I once (a few times) took great risks to express my heart to people- usually to one that I'd hoped would return the favour. Those experiences are ones of rejection and failure. Sadly these are the keystone experiences that shape my life. They say "once bitten twice shy" and my heart is shy. I don't want it to be. I want to be reckless and abandoned in displays of love for others but I cannot get my experiences and hurt out of the way.
There is a problem with blogging- it's just talk.
It's simply ideals and hopes written down during a person's most magnanimous moments.
It is how a person wants to be seen, heard and thought of.
It doesn't present the fullness of reality.
This is me. Hypocrite, contrast and jilted romantic.
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